KOINOPOIHSH THS ESOTERIKHS GNOSHS.
A FLUID STATEMENT
We are all fighters... "crusaders" who vainly fight versus the entropy and natural sequence of the universe...yet the end of our individual journey as men is well predictable. We are the offspring of million years (and who knows what else) of biological and mental evolution...most of us live our simple lives; we love, hate, laugh, cry, dream... however, under our skin we are all unique, advanced, complex, hyper-capable and hypersensitive creatures.
I am not a pessimist... there are not such things as good and bad... there is just a mortal conflict of values and morals... and as in all fights, finally the winner writes the history... so the "good" will prevail at last...whatever that is at the time...
Therefore I am not concerned about the "good"... I only want to follow my heart and live my little life in happiness and joy... We are part of everything (universe or call it God) and everything is imprinted inside us... just like our unique DNA is imprinted in each one of our cells... So the universe (everything) is the compass that leads my heart (inner self)... and the universe is a pacifier... like a wind that flattens the sand-hills of deserts and like the gravity that levels the oceans...
If you think... all that mankind is today, derives from its ability to evoke and share in-formation...but from where? In a closed system you can not start with nothing and end up with something... unless this something was always part of the system... consequently everything that was and everything to come is already there... Disguised as the potential inside us...
As a fighter I am thirsty to conquer worlds (world = cosmos = beauty "in ancient Greek"). But fighting versus the sequence of the universe makes me feel like consuming my resources in vain... so at this point I am thinking to deliberately join the entropy of the universe ... I will fight against this misunderstanding called "outer self", not versus the invincible universe... I will dive deep inside my dark ocean to come up with beautiful assets of light... and what will content me, is to share this beauty via any possible mean... name it words, art, a touch and so on. Because I feel like when I will pass on, that beauty will be insignificant to what so now called "my self"...
Some say beauty is in the eye of the beholder... and eye we name some part of the human anatomy... yet every part of the human anatomy as everything else, possibly expands and compresses since the foundation of time, just like a cosmic heart beat in a low frequency... and life... a symptom of this cosmic blood flow: Light and matter joined to experience the most hyperbatic ecstasy ever known... this is beauty..heh!
I consider that inner knowledge, or beauty, or in-formation is there to be communicated. I admire people who live in their own world peacefully ... but they are selfish not to communicate their beauty with the excuse of "no one understands me".
If for your whole life none understands you.. and you leave nothing to be understood behind.. perhaps is like you never lived..
So if you feel like your environment does not understand you.. then you may need to either change your attitude or your environment.
I think is so important not to get misunderstood, as over the history and even in every day life, misunderstanding is the source of conflict.
And try not to misunderstand others.. get to know things as good as you know your self... knowledge brings love.. and if you can not get the details to familiarize your self with everything... then seek inside you a universal, a higher knowledge that will unite everything with you, under the same roof of sympathy.
Love could be the capability of accepting entities as extensions of your ego...
Then, the key to enhance such capability is to redefine what you consider as your self... and every step may lead you closer to the conclusion that you are the universe...
Let feelings, love, energy, beauty flow out of you as easy as them stream in or occur into you... otherwise you may become saturated if you are tough... or break like an over-inflated balloon if you are weak.
Please always question and always be true to your own journey. Listen to your heart, not to what others tell you. Share what you hide inside you... communicate... make room for the "things" to come... by any mean...
philia,
Demetrius
PS: I would just like to make clear... I am the moderator of this internet page... not a group leader or something alike... I promise you, am as fool as a stone... everything I write is to be questioned. I am looking forward to learn and be inspired from you.