| I am extremely turned on by blood. Just the sight of it makes me wet. I'm scared to tell anyone because they may think I'm a freak. My boyfriend knows, but I don't think he knows to this extent. I'm also a sadist, but only sexually. If I accidentally hit someone, I freak out and am extremely appologetic.. but during sex I want to rip my boyfriend apart and make him scream. I have to have my fingernails trimmed at all times because if they get too long I leave his back in ribbons. That turns me on even more, but i can't let him know.. |