| I don't know what to do. Sometimes i think i really want a girlfriend and I think of all the good reasons to have one, but then I think of all the bad reasons. Most of the bad reasons are about myself, that I'm lazy and that I don't like crowded places much. If I had a girlfriend I'd have to take her out to places and do shit with her all the time, and I'm just not the sort who does that with anyone, so she'd end up dumping me because of my lazyness. It's so fucking annoying, and today i'ts made me depressed just thinking about it. If i'm ever gunna get a girlfriend, I'm going to have to change who I am. And I hate changing for other people. |