| I had a close friend whom I was very attracted to; we went to college, then grad school together. He knows I'm gay, but has never said anything about knowing how I feel about him. One time, we got very very drunk. He got sick; I took care of him for a while, until he passed out in my apartment. I took off his dirty clothes, threw them in the washer, got him to stretch out on my couch, and went to bed. In the middle of the night, I came out to find him asleep, with an erection, snoring on his back. I felt him up and gently masturbated him til he came. He didn't seem to wake up; he's never indicated he knows. But I have a straight friend who I took advantage of sexually and I feel so guilty about itand I know, with certainty, that given the chance I'd do it again. |
