| I'm a 21 year-old guy. I weigh 350 lbs. Here are my confessions.
I blame my mother she overfed me after my parents got divorced. I hate her for that. I know part of it is my choice, but I am the only obese person in my family. She babies me and treats everyone else different, and that pisses me off.
I used to pray to lose weight, but I knew I wouldn't unless I tried. I didn't. I started to feel better when I got a girlfriend about 4 months ago. I even started to lose weight beause she made me feel so good about myself.
But she broke up with me because I smoke pot. She was so smart, and pretty and skinny. I can't believe a cute, skinny girl wanted to be with a fat pig like me. All I had to do to keep her was to quit smoking pot.
Now that she's gone, I can't stop eating. I've gained 10 lbs. in a month. When I would normally be hanging out with my girlfriend, instead I just order a large pizza and practically eat myself to sleep.
I wish I could get her back, and then maybe I would be ok.
Now I realy can't stop eating |
