| I'm so screwed up. My girlfriend is pressuring me to have sex and I can't because she's had sex with other men before me. I would be losing my virginity to her but it wouldn't be her losing hers to me and that has been something I've wanted for as long as I've wanted sex. I guess beggers can't be choosers, so-to-speak.
I know I love her deeply and would do anything for her but the thought of other guys having their way with her turns me completely off. She's had sex with them more once and experimented with things I would've liked to have done with her for the first time. I don't want to be the only one having a new experience.
Oh well. Guess I'll suck it up, stop being a jerk and get it over with . |
