| I've been going out with my boyfriend for almost 2 years, and I admit I have a little bit of a jealousy complex. But today, I went online to check my history to go back to a site that I'd been on yesterday and I found out that he's been visiting his ex's MySpace page. When I clicked on the link (he never logs out) I saw that he sent her a message that said he thought she was gorgeous and a whole lot of other crap, and then when I went to his email there's a whole lot of email she's been sending him telling him that she loves him, quoting cheesy songs; the whole nine yards. What's worse is he replied to one saying that he loves her but can't be with her right now and he misses her and he's lonely at night-but he sleeps in the bed with me at night and is with me almost every waking moment during the day. I am so freaking angry because he's writing all this stuff to her, but I don't even know if he really means it on a romantic level because (1) he NEVER talks to her and never sees her;she's always bombarding him with calls, so sometimes he just says things to pacify her.I know he's an honest guy but I can't help feeling this way. I want to tell him off and ask him about it but I don't want him to know I was going through his stuff.
I'm crying so freaking hard-What am I going to do?! |
