| It has been eight months and I still have feelings for you. Nothing has ever happened, nothing worse than you coming up to me, with a drunken breath, saying: "Ooh, pretty girl!" and then tried to squeeze my left breast. Not the way to go. :( I do regret not kissing you on that boat though, it was probably my only chance.
Every time we hug in school I get this feeling that there's something more, but nothing ever happens. I've tried to flirt with you a couple of times, but you never respond. When you come in to talk to me and we touch it feels as if though time stops. I get lightheaded.
I dream about you, both daydreams and subconcious dreams. Why can't I stop caring? You're clearly not interested, though I don't know why cause honestly now, I'm quite the catch. I'm smart, attractive, sexy and funny.
I get into relationship after relationship trying to forget about you and it always ends the same way. The guy fall in love with me and I try to fall for him as well, but I can't, cause you are the only thing I can think of. It's so selfish of me, ruining their lives. So far I've been in four relationships this way. It's not working. How can I get you to notice me in another way? God this hurts. |
