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| My girlfriend is living with me, and sometimes she's just really fucking annoying. She has the week off and she doesn't do anything but buy food, and when she tells me that the cat litter needs to be taken out and the garbage needs emptying, I tell her that she had all day to do it.
Then she gets mad at me.
She also will be mad for no reason, and I know she isn't having her period. Like I'll forget to do something one day, and she'll be mad at me until I do it. She uses sex as a hook, like if I don't do this or that that we won't fuck.
Then she keeps saying to me that there's more to this relationship than sex.
Yet theres other times where she's really nice and cool and I believe her when she says she loves me.
Yet, like the other night, we were getting into the mood with some foreplay, and when I knew she was ready (guys in good sex relationships will know) I go to put my hand down there and she won't open her legs, and I ask her why and she says "cuz"
That totally ruined the fucking mood.
I moved over to my side of the bed and just watched tv. She got pissed and went downstairs. Half an hour later we were fucking on the futon.
It's like I'm always the one who's wrong. I can't get mad at her for saying something I don't like, because she'll get mad and say it's not fair how I can tease her. She's too goddam stupid to realize that when I tease her it's to make her laugh, and when she doesn't I say I'm sorry, and I don't get mad at her. She's 24 and I'm 20, and I'm her first boyfriend, and we've been going out for a year. She moved out of her parents house into the one that I bought.
I keep seeing these really cute girls during the shift change at work and a sick part of me wants to flirt with them, then I'll get a higher paying job so that I can kick my girlfriend out and not go bankrupt, then go out with the other girl.
But then I have a really nice day, and I come home and my girlfriend is happy, then I think how stupid I am for not seeing that she loves me.
It's just that she keeps me going through this roller coaster of emotions and I never have time to settle down. She says we don't talk, and I don't always want to talk to her, sometimes I want some personal time.
Stupid crap. It just keeps coming. |
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