| There's this woman I met playing a video game. We hit it off immediately, and within a month, were calling each other over the phone regularly.
She's a bright, beautiful, and witty woman, incredibley intelligent and cultured, and very musically, and historically learned.
We instantly became extremely good friends. Despite a 4 year age difference, her being 22, myself 18, we get along extremely well. We say the exact same things frequently, and are veyr much on the same wavelength. I feel like I've found my soulmate. The problem was that she's 900 miles away.
We grew very close over the next 8 months, and one night she confessed that she loved me over the phone. I confessed back to her, and we started our long-distance relationship. She's the second girl I've ever been with. We met in real life for the first time recently, saw each other for 5 days.
We were everything we expected to meet. I lost my virginity to here the 3rd night she was here. It was a perfect trip, but not just because of the sex (which was amazing). I don't regret any of it. I know she doesn't either.
We're planning to move in together in two months.
I just hope I can support her and be everything for her, as she is for me. I want to grow with her, and live with her at my side. I hope she knows how hard I am trying to make things right for the both of us, and how much I deeply care and love her.
This is a woman I could see myself marrying one day. I never want to hurt her; she has been hurt in the past.
I want to save her.
Even if I end up losing her, I'll never lose my memories of her, or my hope.
I love you Daisy, unconditionally, and always. |
