| When I was a teenager I engaged in mutual masturbation with my best friend. We were both about 14 and we jacked each other off a couple of times. The worst part is I had the desire to take his penis in my mouth and give him a blow job. I felt so guilty about this for years. I never had the desire to do anything with any other guy and never have done so. I consider myself straight and have been married over 40 years and never told anyone about this. |