| i had an abortion over a year ago and i still think about it. all the "what if's" about could i have taken a different road on that situation and what if i had decided that i wanted to have it. i'm not saying abortion is "bad" or "wrong" i'm not one of those pro life ass holes hell if i was i wouldn't have had the abortion. i don't think the thought of it will evergo away. i was 19 when i had it done at the time it seemed like the only opption and i'm to selfish to have carried the baby around for nine months then just give it up for adoption. when i found out i was pregnat my lover and i were living in a motel 6 we didn't have jobs no money and i had no way of taking care of a baby. we could barely take care of ourselves. i think that sounds like justification.? deep inside i wish i would have never done it. but it's to damn late now to take it back. |
