| i'm 21. i've slept with over 40 men since i turned 19. i'm now with a man i can't really stand, and i'm having his baby.
he wouldn't be so bad if he didn't lie so much. i was honest, i told him i am a real freak in bed.when i suggest a 3some he says no. he's told me he's done it before so i don't see why not with me. i even suggest that we pick a really hot girl, and still he says no.
he uses anything he can against me to make me feel bad for his mistakes or when he fucks up. i'm the type of person to shrug things off if they're unimportant or silly, or bound to get nowhere, whereas he loves to carry on about something that he knows will never be solved, or agreed upon because i really don't give a damn.
he says i'm cold hearted. well maybe i am, but noone told him to be such a fucking pussy about it. i think if he took control of the situations rather than bitch and moan about them, i'm less likely to disagree and be cruel.
basically i really want a man to treat me like a bitch. or in other words, be more like me. the agressor. i see it being soo much better. less fighting, more dirty sex, and me being hopelessly inlove. i want him to be that man, because i like everything about him ‘cept for the pussiness, but that's a big thing with me.
i feel better now. thanks. |
