| i'm a good person (most the time), and at the same time i know that i will never have a beautiful/normal(relatively speaking) relationship. she could be the best girl in the world, and my biggest fear is becoming a burden to her. i fear that we would start out as indifferent, slowly evolving in a mutual hate. the only thing i fear more than is, is havin a child. brought into the world as a mistake, brought up by two imcompitent individuals whoese attempts to insullate themselves from reality with booze and pills, has done just the oppisite with the innocent child. |
