| i nearly gave up and did the one thing i hate just to be free of you. but now everytime i hear an ambulance go past im glad i didnt turn into you -smoking up weed until i couldnt fucking walk and stay that way so i wouldnt have to face reality- you know what saved me?
my best friend ricki. shes proof that no matter what the fuck life throws at you theres always someone who cares. even when you think they dont anymore. she loves me even when i hate myself. |