| im just going to drink myself into a bigger mess. im only 17. i dont deserve to feel like this. i wish i could snap back into the happy life i had 8 months ago.
i'd give the world to have my old self back.
the one that laughed louder than anyone, that was amusing, relaxed, didnt care what the hell she ate.
big difference from an uptight, tight lipped bulimic who wont let anyone love her. |