| im really fat, im 21, i have never had a girlfriend, never kissed a girl, i have an addiction to harcore porn and dirty online chat. i have some qalities, funny, smart good listerner.
i met this girl, rather i met an angel, I LOVE HER, I LOVE HER, I LOVE HER. but she sees me as her close and trusted friend, would never go on a date with a fatty like me. i love her so much that ive stopped with the porn, i feel so alive when im around her, it like she so much more better than that, i cant bring myself to look at that shit anymore
she is in love with this prick, she tells me everything about how she feels for him, inside im crying when she talks to me about him, i cant take it, i wanna kill the him. there is an angel in love with you, and you turn her down, fuck u, i declare war on u, i have wished and preyed everyday for somthing like that
i cant ask her out also because i dont know how to kiss a girl, how to have sex, i have thought of going to a prostitute, but havent.
i feel like the phantom of the opera, im jelous, im in love, im unbeariby ugly. my world is crashing before my eyes, i so badly want to be part of ur life, while u want to be that prick's wife. i want a girl to love me for once in my life, i hate being fat, i hate being a porn addict, im so pathetic, sometime i just wanna die |
