| my life is predictable i hate it, im in a serious relationship and before long we will be getting a house together soon i dont want to but if i finish with my boyfriend my life would be empty i have hardly any friends but sometimes i just feel like killing myself my family are never there for me and my boyfriend is the only persob who listens to me but i feel like my life is going to become boring really fast if i end up with him i'm really scared to kill myself but i feel like if things dont change soon i will end up doing it soon |