| today i was supposed to go to school so i could turn in registration for classes and a whole bunch of other "important" shit. i slept in and just decided not to go, i listened to mates of state all day and ate peanut butter & jelly. i also have an "important" environmental meeting in a few hours but i can't see myself going because i'd have to hoist myself into the shower and right now i'd really just like to curl up in bed and think about being with this one boy. everything just feels so fucked up these days. i wish i could apologize to myself. |