I'm just one big embarrassment.

My brother sexually abused me when I was seven, and since then I haven't been able to stop..

I cannot forget the pure fear of being a child. Finding out about death, War, Flooding, Fi..

April 20th 2006 Today I burned the last thing he gave me that I have held on to. I only h..

I feel like a fool for writing anything in here. I screwed up. maybe i should have tried..

I don't care if I die or not.

You ask me why I'm so mean to you. Here's your answer: I hate you. You think you're a sain..

Why did you have to change? I wish I never knew you.

It's 2:13 AM, and I have a test today. I'm going to fail.

i always feel really queasy if i swallow, but i feel it's rude not to. i must be fucked in..