I'm sorry I lied to you, not once but twice. I didn't want to be alone once I got to know you and I made the decisions for you because I thought that would keep you around. I love you, I can't sleep, I can't think, I can't even find the things I use to find happiness in happy anymore. I miss my friend baby and I know that asking you to forgive me again is like asking it to stop raining right now. I hope you forgive me. I just want it to go back to the way it was. I know there can be nothing more because of the mistakes I made but I'd rather have you as a friend then not have you at all. You are the only person in my life that knows me completely, I know that lying to you makes you feel like you don't know me but I'm still that girl you met all those years ago. But if you decided to walk away after this I don't know if I'll be alright. I don't know if I can go on without always wondering, without always comparing people to you. I'd miss you laugh, your voice, your sarcasm, everything, the way you make me smile no matter what even when you are completely pissed at me and want nothing more then to go. I'd miss you. I miss you now. I've made mistakes and I know sorry doesn't fix them but I'm willing to spend the rest of my life making it up to you, just give me that chance. Confess ID: qnf50kjv        Posted On: 01-Oct-2008