I worked with this guy, Ben, at a country club the year before we both went off to college. I was in a relationship with Joe, who I had been with for 2 years at the time. I had thought I was in love with Joe, had never even thought of another guy until I met Ben. Every day, Ben would lifeguard outside, the sun on his body, and I would stare from the restaurant I worked at alongside the pool. We talked all the time, spent time together after work, watched movies together. At the end of summer, we both left work at the country club and went to our respective colleges. I ended things with Joe because I realized that he wasn't the one for me, Ben was. I have only seen Ben a handful of times since that summer, but every time I fall more and more in love with him. He is the most beautiful, caring, sweet, adoring man I have ever met. It has been three years since that summer, and I still think of him every day. I wish I had done something about it. I could have been with him for the rest of my life. Confess ID: ybwywh0y        Posted On: 12-Aug-2008