i feel ugly today. there are days when i feel really good about myself, and i know i'm not ugly. i'm attractive. but then i see other girls and i think why should i feel good about myself? look at them, i don't think i could even hold a candle to them. i hate being so shallow but i'm very insecure. people might not believe so but i am. i never think i'm good enough. its not like i've never had a boyfriend, i've had 4. and it's not like i don't get guys hitting on me in bars, or taking second looks, i do. sometimes i think i'm a lot prettier than i actually am. i hate it when my guy friends talk about other women they see like "did you see that girl there? she's stunning" and when i look at her and compare herself with me, i look nothing like that. Why am i so bothered with looks? Shouldn't i feel blessed for what i have and be confident enough that my personality will shine through. People say i've got a lot of personality andi'm sweet and adorable and beautiful, but just for once i'd like to be that girl that guys look at and go "she's stunning!" Confess ID: usag6dyi        Posted On: 13-May-2008