i think i have broked bones, i know they are at least bruised, but i'm afraid to go to the doctor because i don't want "drug seeking behavior" on my file. really though, i'm just clumsy. and drunk often. i'm also afraid of what i will hear when i tell the doctor about the small bump on my head that has been there for years, so i've never told anybody about it. i go to sleep every night hoping that i will wake up in the morning, but deathly afraid that i won't. when i was little i saw a movie (i don't even remember what it was) where there was a part that some girl died form leukimia, and was sure for years that i had it too. i might be a hypochondriac, but i never say a word. i just worry. a lot. the bones part is true though. i really should get x-rays. Confess ID: 4pzthb4x        Posted On: 26-Nov-2008