i thought about killing myself just now. constantly being pressured by my mom is getting to me. how the fuck am i supposed to know what i want to do after college? who DOES know what they want.honestly. for a split second i thought about how easy it would be to put a gun to my head and end it. but i never could. never could i be that weak and pathetic. i understand how and why people commit suicide, but if they would only realize that whatever they're feeling will pass. it always does. this was the first time i had thoughts of ending my life. they just popped in my head after my mother lectured me about getting my shit together. i wouldn't need school if i were dead. Confess ID: tc2o23ez        Posted On: 18-Nov-2008