I don't fear death. I keep participating in these dangerous activities - skydiving, cliff jumping, enormous alcohol consumption - trying to feel a rush. But, the thing is, I don't feel anything - no thrill really. No fear before or during the event. I have this personal philosophy that must be a derivative of nihilism. If we end when we die, what really is the point? Honestly. I mean, we won't care. Do we only care about the pain that the ones we leave behind will feel? I just know that I'm going to die early with this attitude, but all I feel is apathy. Confess ID: rwstttyw        Posted On: 30-Dec-2008