I know he lies to me. He thinks I don't know. I have read the letters and text message he sends to other girls. Yet I am the one feeling bad for being unfaithful to him about knowing. I thought it was going to be forever. He let me get excited about the future and make plans. Now I don't want to split up with him because of all we had dreamed together. All we have invested. I can not marry somebody I do not trust, somebody who lies to me, somebody who has a double life. So why does the thought of breaking up with him break my heart so much? Why am I such a doormat? I let each day go by. I love him. I don't think I am in love with him though, and that is devastating. How could he do this to me?
Confess ID: pba4fhzm
Posted On: 26-Nov-2008
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