I smoke way too many cigarettes. and I know it's disgusting. and sometimes I feel bad for smoking them. but the nicotine buzz with coffee. just can't be beat. especially right in the morning. and I wish they would let me fucking smoke outside school. and I'm realizing I ALWAYS fall for the same type of guy. for about 3 years I swore off liking boys. because I fall hard and easy and it's just not worth getting hurt. but in the past year or so I've really fallen for a few guys, and they're all exactly the same. they're smooth, you feel so comfortable around them, they're good loking and confident, you wanna be with them every day because they're just awesome. but they're just using you for.. you know, whatever. and then it's done. WHY do they do this? and whyyy do I always fall for it? it would be so much easier for those guys and so much less work if they just said "hey, I think you're hot, I think I'm hot, I'm also horny, but I don't really LIKE you so let's fuck and be done." cause then it's like, you get everything laid out and its easy. sheesh. the funny thing is, I'd be such a good girlfriend. I'm completely low maintenance, I like having fun and running around, I care about my hair and clothes but would never take a long time to get ready for anything, I'm cute and little and I wouldn't be clingy and I'm just looking for a guy that's as laid back as me and just cool. why are there no normal guys anywhere? Confess ID: vqj2ny4i        Posted On: 23-Nov-2008