I used to hit my boyfriend. I think he liked it, because he knew exactly what it took to provoke me, I told him time and again, and he had to do it a lot to get me wound up, but he'd do it anyway. When I tred to walk away to calm down, he wouldn't let me, so I always ended up hitting him. I think it's cos my mum used to beat me all day everyday. Or maybe I'm just a shit person who doesn't deserve to live. I'm alone now. I say its because there's no decent men, but partly I'm scared I'll turn into this violent fuckwit again. I'm scared I'll turn into my mum. Confess ID: dxqpgmld        Posted On: 07-Aug-2008