I've been suffering with depression ever since I could remember. I knew there wasn't something right with me when I was 10 and told my mother I never wanted to marry or have children. When I was 11 I suffered with an eating disorder (anorexia), which I quickly overcame at 13. However, I was still depressed, and I've contemplated suicide and death like no other. When I turned 17 I developed another eating disorder (bulimia), and it's been 5 years and I'm still suffering through it. While I am not suicidal, I wouldn't mind if my life ended right now because my bulimia is like a living nightmare. And although I've been told I'm smart and pretty, I'd give it all up just to be happy for once.
Confess ID: bvi1rjxq
Posted On: 03-May-2008
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