Shes the perfect woman for me, and god or whoever is runnin this joint decided to make her 20 years older and 3,000 miles away. I'm in love with her. She says she loves me too. and it's slowly picking apart my life. How long can I keep hope.. for that extreamly small chance of even seeing her face-to-face? Deep down I know it probably wont work, but I can't let go. I couldn't if I tried. The attention and acceptance keeps me driven, I couldn't make it through the day without it. I know on the inside i'm setting myself up to be hurt, but that tiny, tiny spec of hope gives me something to fight for and someone to love and be loved. Even if the slience at night gets lonely.so very loney. Wish someone could end this cruel joke, I just whana hold her tight and kiss her softly, is that so much to ask? Confess ID: okctpuvm        Posted On: 26-Nov-2008