There are so many beautiful girls I like, but I lack the confidence to do any more than occasionally talk to them. It's not so much that I'm shy, I just think I'll come off as boring, weird, or unintelligent. If only real conversations were as simple as they are in my head, with me coming off as intelligent, funny, and quite suave. Sadly, this never happens. Maybe if I started to be more attentive and act like less of a pothead it might be easier to be confident. The problem is that if I'm less laid back my anger and intensity comes out more.I don't think that would be good. Perhaps the intensity, not the anger. Of course it would also help if I didn't have such a dark, strangely sarcastic sense of humor. Nobody else laughs at the stuff I laugh at, unless its a physical joke. Curses. I think I might have to quit daydreaming and take some action here. I at least need to stop mumbling so much. Yes, I am submitting this multiple times. Sorry fair moderators, some people are being absolutely moronic. A thousand curses upon the auto-moderate script! Confess ID: zy6l32qs        Posted On: 26-Jun-2008