did you really like me that much? you gave me so many chances. i can count at least eight through the eight months i've known you. i've turned you down every time. i was scared. i had never been in a situation like that before, where someone actually wanted to be with me. i didn't know what to do. i was not brave, like you told me. i was horrified. i was so lucky. i'm so sorry. i will regret this for the rest of my life. i love you more than you know. i don't want another chance, because i know i don't deserve it. but someday i hope i can gather the courage to tell you that you're amazing, and that you mean so much to me. i probably won't see you at all after June. i hope i can get over you. maybe in four years i'll be as mature as you are. maybe in four years i'll be smart and artsy and wise and attractive. maybe in four years you'll remember me. maybe in four years i'll be brave enough to call. maybe we can work something out. i don't care if you have another girlfriend, i don't care if you're engaged. married. i won't love anyone like i loved you. (i regret everything. and i am so sorry.) Confess ID: oafo2qof        Posted On: 09-Jun-2008