i blame my boyfriend for the miscarraige i had. he would make me so upset to the point i would cry and not be able to breathe. i would panic and cry and get sick to my stomach. i blame him. i hate him so much for what he did to me. i hate him for getting me pregnant. i hate him for coming across as kind and sweet and caring when he is just a selfish asshole. he thinks he is so fucking fabulous because he is a producer but in all honesty his music is nothing more than mediocre. i hate his cockiness and his attitude. it makes me so mad sometimes i just want to punch him in his shiteating face. i dont even know why im still with him because i really cant stand who he is. i think alot of it has to do with not wanting to be alone but im not anymore.i started fucking someone else a few days ago and it feels fucking great. i feel free and liberated and vindicated. noone has ever made me feel like such shit about myself before but just the simple satisfaction that i got one over on him is enough to say that it was all worth it. and im going to be the one to do the dumping. Confess ID: wfzewpp5        Posted On: 25-Oct-2008