i'm still madly in love with my ex. she was my everything. we were together for 3 years and she ends it on our 3 year anniv for another guy. the worst part is that it wasnt the distance (she went to a different college). the worst part is that she says we arn't meant for each other. that she could never really be herself around me. for 3 years i have taken that relationship for granted and now its gone. am i going to have to waite 3 years before karma let me have happiness again? its been months since the breakup, but im not better. i'm contemplating suicide and i'm just depressed all the time. i'm afraid i cant find happiness again. she was special. Confess ID: flh2uztx        Posted On: 27-Sep-2008