i never lusted after anybody who breathes before you. you're used to it. you get it all the time - girls and boys alike fall at your feet. you're fascinating, maddening, subtle, lovely, especially for a male. i can't tell you, because you trust me, because it would make things awkward as it has with countless relationships in the past, and because I am your best friend and because we have lives too meshed together but i want to be closer to you, mentally and physically too. and if i'm honest with myself.. i pretty desperately want to fuck you. it's fucked; we wouldn't work out, we're too eccentric, and I want someone else. someone who understands me. but this youth only lasts once. you keep saying you care about me, I'm beautiful - we're both so lonely sometimes - can't we just enjoy some warmth? Confess ID: qxmo2tjr        Posted On: 28-Dec-2008