im 16. i've done every drug. seriously every, drug. i done acid and e mostly last summer so many times. When im sober, i feel like im still tripping on either one. it kinda feels like skitzofrenia. ive tried medication to get rid of all this chemical maddness in my brain but all have failed. the only thing that gets everything away is heroin. i used heroin straight for 5 months and went into a detox facility. i came out and sniffed more heroin the next day. i cant picture my life without heroin because without it i hallucinate or feel ‘wierd'. i love using heroin and sitting by the t.v smoking a ciggarette or having sex with my boyfriend. i want to do heroin for the rest of my life everyday. i want to so bad but im scared of one day not being able to get it and going MAD. or lack of money because im to young to get a job. i havent felt happy in 5 years. when im sober im miserable. i get happy sometimes for like 5 minutes but thats only if i find out my dope dealer is good. alot of things dont turn out to well in life, like my life and situation. i tried to kill myself the other day. and that didnt turn out to well. Confess ID: 20rxrkxl        Posted On: 26-Sep-2008