Poem

What am I suppose to do with this heart do i leave it alone and push it to the side but this feeling is so strong and it is tearing me apart and i need something to happen to make it change its making my life so hard i need this feeling to stop and rearrange cause its driving me crazy and making me sad its making me confused and making me mad i don't know if i should be happy with the way we are now but i want it to be more i want this love to grow i need to figure out what my heart is thinking if this love would work cause i am slowly sinking down to the bottom of this never ending fight to find out if i am ment to have the boy in my sight but i think it would be right? if we were together i think it would be great and i think way deep down that i can't do any better so does that mean to go and fight for him maybe find some things out cause i think my biggest goal is to find what love is all about