I wish you hadn't kissed me, when you walked me to the door. I wish you hadn't held my hand, and made me want you more. I wish you hadn't whispered, all those sweet things in my ear. I wish you hadn't stroked my hair, or hugged and held me near. I wish you hadn't smiled, when I opened up my eyes. I wish your touch, hadn't erased all your little lies. I wish there were no little things, reminding me of you. I wish memories wouldn't make me feel the way I do. I wish I didn't know, that if you called I'd run right over. I wish I could be strong and smart- and give you the cold shoulder.
I wish you would have treated me, like just another girl, then the night I spent with you, would feel like they were real. I wish I hadn't fallen hard, I knew you were for real, but I just can't help the way, that being with you made me feel. I wish I wouldn't wake up sad and know I've dreamt of you. I wish I could get through a day, and never think of you. I wish I could forget how you took away my fears, I wish I only thought of you when you didn't wipe my tears. I wish that you had been the guy, I hope that you would be. I wish I could get over you, like you got over me. I wish that I could see you, for the person that you are... but the heart won't ever listen, or grant wishes on a star.. And I wish that all these wishes were full of honesty. But truth be told, I wish that you would just come back to me.
James Peel
